No… You just don’t understand…

Octavia is like, a professional performer. The reason I’ve only played with her a two or three times is because she’s completely out of my league. I work by commission because nopony wants me full-time. I’m just not good enough…

Most of the time I don’t even play live, and when I do, it’s because there’s so many musician’s present that it’s less obvious when I screw up. The majority of the time I’m in a recording booth, alone, playing the same piece about five or six times until they get enough to splice together.

The thought that I’m just completely irreverent to her was just more than I could take at once, even if it makes perfect sense. I don’t blame her, it’s not like she was being spiteful. She was just telling the truth.

I’m probably just being emotional.

I’m sorry, I have no idea what you’re talking about. I was never very good at history.