
I just never thought about it before, I guess. That probably makes me a complete idiot.
I was just… so looking forward to it. Meeting a family that doesn’t hate me, or judge me. That I wouldn’t have to try and impress. People that were interested in me and I was interested in them and I could just be myself and not have to think about-…
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Think about anything bad…
But whenever it happens, it’ll just be another-…
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[Sniff] And I guess it’ll be my fault. My fault for feeling so strongly about it. For having-
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Oh Celestia it’s coming back again…
Excuse me…
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