Now good goddess girl, you've got a grand guy recovering from a *bullet*, bound to be bouncing back anytime soon- he loves you- you *want* to love him, which means that you already do, and you're here attempting to drown deep in delirious dispair? WHY?? Yeah, you have responsabilities, but that doesn't mean you can't *he taps his head in emphasis* be there for him. That doesn't mean you can't *he taps his chest in furious emphasis* be there for him! So why so calous about caring?