Just finished throwing up, and there’s a stabbing pain in my side.

I’m going to go lie down, and try not to cry for too much longer.

I have a few questions to answer; I’ll get to them later.

Sorry.

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Maybe I really am a terrible sister..

Why can’t anything in my life ever have a clear-cut answer…

I put this together real quick. I don’t know what’s going to happen today. I sent Rarity a message a while ago, but I haven’t heard anything back yet.

I just wanted to make sure I had something ready no matter what.

This is an automated message.

I don’t know what you’re talking about, can this wait? This could be the most important moment of my life.

I don’t understand.

And I’m sort of in the middle of something. I’ll have to talk to you later.

I’m trying… I’m trying…

My mind is elsewhere.

If you can’t choose then you don’t love either of them. Pick, or let them both go. That’s what I honestly think.

**A long period of silence..then..**I’ll make a decision if you agree to bring Sweetie Belle back to the boutique so that -we- can have a talk with her. I want to know what -she- thinks about all this.

Okay. We’ll leave right after her homework is finished. I think she’s almost done.

If you can convince Rarity to accept that… I’ll live with whatever decision she makes.

But that’s a lot to ask of her to choose. Sweetie’s fragile.

She’s fine right now. She’s working on her homework.

Why are you looking at it like that…?

I… I just want to help her… I can be there for her! There’s nothing else important in my life!

If everything I lived through didn’t lead up to this… Then why am I even here…?

I feel like I’m gonna throw up…

So you’re just going to take her away from me?She is the only family I have left!I know that I’ve been..neglecting her but I can turn things around.And about Basil.If anything having him around will-give-Sweetie some company. So I just have to say no

I’m not! I swear to every god there is I’m not taking her away from you! You could see her any time, day or night! I’ll give you a key to the house! I’ll bring her to you whenever you want!

Please, Rarity! I’m begging you! I-I want to help her! I know I can if you just let me!

For Celles sake…

You’re asking me to tell you to either dump one of my friends or an animal-loving recluse I’m not even sure I’ve ever met!

If I tell you to pick Star, then I’m the bad guy for being biased, nevermind that everypony adores Fluttershy. If I tell you to pick Fluttershy then I’m condemning my friend!

Pick whoever you love, but I have enough to worry about without getting dragged into this!